Vol. 15 : Why every post need a title?

Assalam. Bismillah

First week at home were great :D

Moved to 2nd and 3rd weeks, still good :)

Day by day times keep moving and my life slowly turn bored.. =__='
Sometimes quite busy handling family and personal matters. Paying water & electric bills, shopping for groceries every week, send Anis *my youngest sister* to school, settle down all bank matters, part time 'driver' etc..

Every day doing nothing at home. Wake up in the morning, continue memorize verses of Quran after subuh...after that nothing to do. Either sleep, eat, or online.. Those are 3 major routines in a day. That's real LIFELESS -.- yang interesting sikit pun, attend kuliah agama kat masjid malam-malam. Tu pun depends, antara dua je, either ustaz best, atau ustaz yang amat membosankan. At least terisi juga kan masa lapang di malam hari. Siang-siang bosan nak mampuihhh. Diri sendiri pun makin rimas tak tahu nak buat apa. sampai mood pun dah tak tentu arah dah. kadang rasa moody je semua benda serba tak kena, kadang baik hati sangat. Self-conflict kot. Sometimes get involve with volunteer work. Tapi nama pun 'sometimes', that mean bukan selalu lah. Kalau ada, busy kemain encik Aiman ni. pukul 12 malam baru balik rumah. Maka pakcik Hashimi pun mulalah dengan leteran beliau -.- ayat-ayat beliau pula sindiran membakar telinga belaka. Ahh lupakan..Once free, kosong terus agenda haritu. *most of the day free je* Hari-hari yang free tu sangat lah rugi masa-masa yang terluang. Sampai tak tahu nak isi dengan apa? ADA IDEA TAK NAK BUAT APA? Tell me what to do peh-liss. Don't feel hesitate to share anything. Wait wait let me guess first hmmm... 

bajet real habis.haha.selingan je ni :))

Feels like wanna find a job *medical fields related are better* Already move around Taman Seri Andalas, Bukit Tinggi somewhere nearest to my house, usha any clinic with job vacancy. But so far still no luck. I'm in dilemma actually. My parent offered me to join program Hafiz at any madrasah before this. Up to me to decide which madrasah I prefer the most. In or outside Selangor. Surely I was keen on this idea. But then I started to think twice. How I'm gonna generate my own income? With a lot of debt need to be settle once going back to Mansoura. Even though 3 months "santai selamba" at home, still need to pay 400LE/month for house rent. I mean the house in Mansoura. Not enough with that? Need to pay another amount of money for next year's study fees. 20++K kot! Of course impossible I can manage to pay the full amount! But at least I was able to contribute for my OWN education even 1 ringgit. Yes its parent's responsibility to support their children's education. But I'd be too cruel by letting them handle all 100%. Still have another 2 siblings not yet finish their school life. With the latest result yang menyakitkan hati, must be very tough to compete for scholarship. Dapat ke tak dapat ke wallahualam. Janji usaha! Most important vision is start SAVING from now. All about money..Ohh $$$$$$ how lucky I am to inherit Kingdom of Saudi Arabia's blood. I could live in luxury. Long journey Malaysia - Egypt in personal Airbus A340. Limousine with ready-to-drink Hot chocolate every morning. No more 15 min-walk to university every day. HaHaHa *berpijak di bumi yang Nyata lah aiman oii..* LOL..Hopefully Allah understands my situation and bestows His mercy upon me. Insha’Allah. There's some hadith telling that Malam Nisfu Syaaban is one of the special nights where every request or Do'a from son of Adam easily accepted by Allah..

Hoping for something better from tomorrow onwards. Keep in patience and wait!

p/s : kalau ada sesiapa tahu mana-mana kerja kosong area KLANG clock in 8-9am until 6-7pm *yang penting b4 maghrib* roger-roger lah sini okay. Syukran :)

p/s : if and only if you're stalking my blog rite now "PlainHabuk", tonight is Malam Nisfu Syaaban. I beg your forgiveness for all my mistakes. All these happen with reasons. Hopefully one day you'll understand. How hard for you to accept, the same goes to me too. Asif Jiddan~