Saturday 28 July 2012

Vol. 18 : Is this how we 'fight' during our childhood?


Hahahaha. Keep watching this again and again. Alahaiiii they were just simply Adorable!! Especially that little girl..
Cuuuutee fighting evahhhh!!
Just imagine kalau zaman kita kanak-kanak dulu pun pernah lakukan benda yang sama,,eeiii comelnya kita kan? Haha
Dorang nampak cute, sebab still looks like setahun jagung kan. Cuba kalau orang dewasa tu, confirm dah buang tebiat gila namanya
Video ni macam dah lama. Maybe aku je lah kot baru perasan kewujudan video ni di Alam semesta. Lol :P


p/s : Took from Aimie's notebook *my elder sister,the 2nd* 
#Credit to you Cik Keding (kuat makan tapi tak penah nak gemuk) huahuahua :D

Friday 27 July 2012

Vol. 17 : Rahmah, The beginning

*inhale.............exhale*
Bismillahirahmanirahim : In the name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful ~


    So far so good. We are now in the 7th day of Ramadhan and still searching for Allah's blessing. Some hadith said (taken from Tanbihul Ghafilin), "The beginning of Ramadhan is Rahmah, Maghfirah (Allah's forgiveness) in the middle of the month, and at the end is protection from azab api Neraka" . Feel so great today alhamdulillah. Given a chance to perform Tarawikh prayer at Masjid Sultan Sallehuddin Abdul Aziz Shah, Shah Alam last night. The feeling....too hard to be describe. Marvelous! What a mellifluous voice by the 3 Imam led 20 rakaah prayers + 3 rakaah of Witr. Not sure whether they are local or invited guest from other country. What I wanna tell right now is they are just FANTASTIC! Perfectly considered as the best moment in Ramadhan 1433 Hijrah, so far. We need to keep constant in searching the "TRUE Spirit of Ramadhan". With Allah's blessing, everything will be fine. InsyaAllah


    Macam-macam target untuk ramadhan tahun ni. Tapiiiii, tahun ni nak buat kelainan sikit kot. Entah lah macam boring je ramadhan-ramadhan yang lepas semua target buat benda sama je. Khatam Quran, puasa penuh, Tarawikh every night..bla bla bla. Bukan lah nak cakap amalan tu semua tak bagus, tapi macam dah terlalu COMMON kan?

   So this year better come out with new ideas. Why not TEST ourselves with something different, something we never try before, something people rarely do/never give an attention to?am I right? What sort of it? You may find out by yourself. Without putting aside those major routines, there are a lot other Sunnah Nabi during ramadhan we can follow if we are serious. Again, IF WE ARE SERIOUS to spent time in Ramadhan wisely. Perhaps, amalan-amalan para Ulama' kita also good! The simplest I could write down here are such as memorize Al-Quran and hadith, *recall our hafalan maybe?* practice sodaqah especially provide food for breaking the fast to our brothers and sisters in Islam *sangat besar fadhilat* But still not many of us Malaysian aware about those Three right? Most of us nowadays prefer Food Bazaar and shopping for Raya as the top priorities during ramadhan instead of Tarawikh prayer and Qiamullail. Lets we make a change people!! I said "we" because me too struggling to do the same. Rabbana Yusahhil

  

                                                                                                       
    Personally, I got some other things more special to do. rahsiaaaaa.. Haha. Takpe lah tak perlu lah nak list down semua target kat sini. Macam-macam dah tulis kat memo. I have my own takwim yo. Hehe. Nanti rasa macam Riak pula tayang semua kat sini kan. hmmm. Tambahan pula, ni maybe ramadhan terakhir di Malaysia bersama keluarga. Next year maybe puasa & raya di Mesir je. Maybe laa.. Harapannya cenggitu lah. Jadi tak jadi, wallahua'lam bissawab. Nak merasa juga suasana Ramadhan & Raya Aidil Fitri di Bumi para Anbiya'. Nak merasa bagaimana Nabi Saw, para sahabat, ulama-ulama kita berjuang dengan amalan puasa di negara padang pasir. Tahun seterusnya entah panjang umur lagi ke tidak kita ni kan. Tiada siapa mampu pastikan melainkan Allah kan? hmm :'( Soooo saya mengingatkan diri sendiri dan orang lain supaya menggunakan setiap kelapangan masa yang ada dalam bulan Ramadhan al-Mubarak ni sebaik-baiknya. Usaha sehabis mungkin untuk ramadhan yang penuh barakah ni. Kita hanya merancang, tetapi masih Allah yang berkuasa menentukan segalanya.Teringat pada sticky note seorang senior hebat tampal dalam bilik dia, "Hamba Allah yang hebat itu adalah mereka yang sentiasa terancang hidup mereka, sentiasa perbaharui visi dan misi hidup kerana Allah". Sedangkan lintasan niat di hati untuk melakukan perkara kebaikan sahaja sudah dianugerahkan pahala oleh Allah. Kita hanya mampu berusaha dan terus berusaha beserta tawakkal. Penentuannya? serah bulat-bulat kepada Allah Azzawajalla. Renung-renungkan selamat beramal sohabah-sohabiah sekalian. Salam Ramadhan :))



p/s : Post ni sepatutnya dah "On air" *cewaahh* sejak hari pertama Ramadhan lagi. Sekali check tadi, baru perasan still terbiar 'save as draft' je. aduhh parah bebenor cik Aiman ni =.=' so i did several changes to keep it relevant with the situation today. Muchas gracias. Adios =D

Tuesday 17 July 2012

Vol. 16 : Permainan Hati

Sabar..sabar..As-sobaru minal iman~
Lumrah kemenjadian kaum Adam dan Hawa..
Allah jadikan manusia itu saling terpikat antara satu sama lain yang bertentangan jantina. Kalau minat pada yang sama jantina, maknanya ada masalah hati dan iman yang cukup parah disitu.. Muhasabah lah diri. Kembali semula kepada fitrah yang Allah sudah tetapkan sejak dari Luh Mahfuz. Cumanya, yang bisa mengawal perasaan itu tak lain dan tak bukan HATI kita sendiri. Apabila perasaan yang dilabelkan sebagai "cinta" itu membawa kita ke lembah kemaksiatan, jauhilah ia. Sesungguhnya ia pasti bisikan/godaan syaitan. Andai kata sesuatu percintaan itu membuatkan kita semakin dekat kepada sang Pencipta, maka itu lah yang sebaik-baiknya untuk diri kita. Apa mahu tunggu? Tarbiah lah hati kita dengan sempurna. InsyaAllah settle segala perkara.



Susah tu sememangnya susah. No doubt! Tetapi setiap detik mahupun saat kita bersabar itu merupakan satu usaha Jihad yang terbesar dan berlipat kali ganda pahalanya. Sebesar-besar jihad apa dia? "jihad melawan nafsu". Sehingga tiba tempoh masa yang sesuai, dipermudahkan jodoh, insyaAllah diputuskan dengan ikatan perkahwinan yang semua kita bakal tempuhi. Siapa tak mahu kahwin kan? itu juga langgar fitrah namanya. Kata Nabi saw, "Barangsiapa yang telah berkahwin, dia telah menyempurnakan separuh daripada agamanya. Hendaklah bertakwa kepada Allah untuk mencukupi yang separuh lagi". Siapa tak nak nikmat tu? maka siapa yang merasa sudah bersedia, kejarlah ia. Okay tak nak bicara panjang pasal bab-bab kahwin ni. Kot banyak kot banyak cakap karang jadi angau pulak. Haha. Belum tiba masanya lagi untuk aku. Lama lagi barangkali. Banyak lagi keutamaan lain sebagai seorang anak adam di muka bumi Allah ;)

Btw, Aku selalu jenguk satu blog ni. Sejak b4 ada blog sendiri lagi. Bukan lah satu famous blog macam Maria Elena semua tu. Dan ia lebih kepada blog diari sebenarnya. Tapi... kebanyakan penulisan membuat aku lebih mengenali diri tuan blog tu. *NAMA DIRAHSIAKAN* :)) Banyak perubahan dari hari ke hari. Dari era yang kurang mengerti hukum Allah, berhijrah kearah lebih islamik. Kita semua tahu, Hidayah milik Allah kan. Kadang-kala menyentuh hati sanubari sendiri, "bila kau nak jadi lebih baik macam dia?" hmm. Semoga kekal istiqamah dan kuat dengan usaha awak. InsyaAllah. Dah lari topik sikit, actually nak cakap pasal lagu kat blog dia. Semenjak dua menjak ni, bila open blog dia mesti dihiburkan dengan satu lagu halwa telinga yang menarik perhatian aku. Lagu Opick - Cahaya Hati. Opick, penyanyi daripada negara seberang memang cukup sinonim kat Malaysia ni dengan lagu-lagu berkonsep ketuhanan beliau. Lagu dia memang best & banyak mesej tersirat macam Maher Zain, Irfan Makki, Sami yusuf etc. Cumanya dia tak lah sefamous dorang tu. Almaklumlah lagu pun versi bahasa Melayu-Indon. Sekali dengar macam takda apa. Dua tiga kali dengar *nampak sangat r rajin stalk kan?hehe* tetiba rasa tersentap hati dengan lirik dia. Rasa macam dekat dengan hati aku. Susunan vokal pun relax je. standard lagu ketuhanan lah kan. Maka aku pun merajinkan diri search full lirik kat google. Lirik lagu Cahaya Hati tu memang pendek je tapi amat bermakna pada aku. Bercerita mengenai realiti pengantungan hidup seorang hamba yang lemah kepada Al-Khaliq :') 

Bawah ni aku attachkan youtube link + lirik. Cuba lah dengar dan hayati. Lagu-lagu Opick yang lain pun not bad jugak. Entah lah aku sekarang maybe terpengaruh dengan housemate aku si Ariff tu kot. Every time dengar apa-apa lagu mesti akan selami lirik dia betul-betul. Mencari feeeel or aura sesuatu lagu tu. Hihihi Dengar kosong je buat apa kan. Baik dengar satu benda yang bawa mesej positif, membuat kita berfikir sejenak, ingat kepada tuhan. Selamat mendengar. :D


Opick - Cahaya Hati : 
Allah engkau dekat penuh kasih sayang
Takkan pernah engkau biarkan hamba-Mu menangis
Karna kemurahan-Mu
Karna kasih sayang-Mu
Hanya bila diri-Mu
Ingin nyatakan cinta
Pada jiwa yang rela dia kekasih-Mu
Kau selalu terjaga yang memberi segala 
Reff:
Allah Rahman Allah Rahim
Allahu Ya Ghafar Ya Nurul Qolbi
Allah Rohman Allah Rahim
Allahu Ya Ghafar Ya Nurul Qolbi
Di setiap nafas di segala waktu
Semua bersujud memuji memuja asma-Mu
Kau yang selalu terjaga yang memberi segala 
Back to Reff:
Setiap mahluk bergantung pada-Mu
Dan bersujud semesta untuk-Mu
Setiap wajah mendamba cinta-Mu cahaya-Mu 
Back to Reff:
Yaa Allah Ya Rahman
Yaa Allah Yaa Alllah Yaa Allah
Ya Nurul Qolbi
Yaa Allah

Thursday 5 July 2012

Vol. 15 : Why every post need a title?

Assalam. Bismillah

First week at home were great :D
Moved to 2nd and 3rd weeks, still good :)
Day by day times keep moving and my life slowly turn bored.. =__='
Sometimes quite busy handling family and personal matters. Paying water & electric bills, shopping for groceries every week, send Anis *my youngest sister* to school, settle down all bank matters, part time 'driver' etc..



Every day doing nothing at home. Wake up in the morning, continue memorize verses of Quran after subuh...after that nothing to do. Either sleep, eat, or online.. Those are 3 major routines in a day. That's real LIFELESS -.- yang interesting sikit pun, attend kuliah agama kat masjid malam-malam. Tu pun depends, antara dua je, either ustaz best, atau ustaz yang amat membosankan. At least terisi juga kan masa lapang di malam hari. Siang-siang bosan nak mampuihhh. Diri sendiri pun makin rimas tak tahu nak buat apa. sampai mood pun dah tak tentu arah dah. kadang rasa moody je semua benda serba tak kena, kadang baik hati sangat. Self-conflict kot. Sometimes get involve with volunteer work. Tapi nama pun 'sometimes', that mean bukan selalu lah. Kalau ada, busy kemain encik Aiman ni. pukul 12 malam baru balik rumah. Maka pakcik Hashimi pun mulalah dengan leteran beliau -.- ayat-ayat beliau pula sindiran membakar telinga belaka. Ahh lupakan..Once free, kosong terus agenda haritu. *most of the day free je* Hari-hari yang free tu sangat lah rugi masa-masa yang terluang. Sampai tak tahu nak isi dengan apa? ADA IDEA TAK NAK BUAT APA? Tell me what to do peh-liss. Don't feel hesitate to share anything. Wait wait let me guess first hmmm... 

bajet real habis.haha.selingan je ni :))


Feels like wanna find a job *medical fields related are better* Already move around Taman Seri Andalas, Bukit Tinggi somewhere nearest to my house, usha any clinic with job vacancy. But so far still no luck. I'm in dilemma actually. My parent offered me to join program Hafiz at any madrasah before this. Up to me to decide which madrasah I prefer the most. In or outside Selangor. Surely I was keen on this idea. But then I started to think twice. How I'm gonna generate my own income? With a lot of debt need to be settle once going back to Mansoura. Even though 3 months "santai selamba" at home, still need to pay 400LE/month for house rent. I mean the house in Mansoura. Not enough with that? Need to pay another amount of money for next year's study fees. 20++K kot! Of course impossible I can manage to pay the full amount! But at least I was able to contribute for my OWN education even 1 ringgit. Yes its parent's responsibility to support their children's education. But I'd be too cruel by letting them handle all 100%. Still have another 2 siblings not yet finish their school life. With the latest result yang menyakitkan hati, must be very tough to compete for scholarship. Dapat ke tak dapat ke wallahualam. Janji usaha! Most important vision is start SAVING from now. All about money..Ohh $$$$$$ how lucky I am to inherit Kingdom of Saudi Arabia's blood. I could live in luxury. Long journey Malaysia - Egypt in personal Airbus A340. Limousine with ready-to-drink Hot chocolate every morning. No more 15 min-walk to university every day. HaHaHa *berpijak di bumi yang Nyata lah aiman oii..* LOL..Hopefully Allah understands my situation and bestows His mercy upon me. Insha’Allah. There's some hadith telling that Malam Nisfu Syaaban is one of the special nights where every request or Do'a from son of Adam easily accepted by Allah..


Hoping for something better from tomorrow onwards. Keep in patience and wait!

p/s : kalau ada sesiapa tahu mana-mana kerja kosong area KLANG clock in 8-9am until 6-7pm *yang penting b4 maghrib* roger-roger lah sini okay. Syukran :)

p/s : if and only if you're stalking my blog rite now "PlainHabuk", tonight is Malam Nisfu Syaaban. I beg your forgiveness for all my mistakes. All these happen with reasons. Hopefully one day you'll understand. How hard for you to accept, the same goes to me too. Asif Jiddan~

Tuesday 3 July 2012

Vol. 14 : It's July already..

FINALLY!! I'm back here!! *alahai gaya nak kabo sekampung dah mai sini balik* Sorry for long hiatus



Ooops Assalamualaikum..
It's been a while haven't write anything here. So many thing to be share here indeed. Sounds impossible to jot down everything right? belanja aku teh tarik kurang manis + roti sardin mamak baru aku cerita from A-Z :P

The REASONS I'm away from blog for a month :

  1. Always not in mood to express everything in alam maya. Either good or bad thing.
  2. Less time spent for internet everyday
  3. NO unifi at home. Plan RM60/month. Internet line macam siput! not to mention during the peak time. Extremely slow! It's really getting on my nerves.arghhh *sakit hati*
  4. Busy-ing myself with volunteer work everyday + kuliah bedah kitab at night
  5. Currently recall and keep repeating my previous hafalan Quran, especially those surah-surah pilihan (Al Luqman, As-Sajdah, As-Saff etc)
  6. Usually doing part time job for PA system service during the weekend. Wedding reception, school event. Collecting fund for society
  7. Each time ready to write something or separuh jalan, mostly at night, ummi selalu kacau line, "aiman....come here for a while", "aiman...bring some food for me upstairs". After done with everything, the mood already gone -__-
Maybe tomorrow of some other day, I'll share my stories, experiences, memories throughout a month at home :))

Doakan setiap masa yang terluang diisi dengan perkara-perkara yang bermanfaat. Semoga apa yang telah dilakukan sebelum ini berlalu tanpa sia-sia dan berkat Allah menyusuli dalam setiap amal pada masa akan datang. InsyaAllah

P/S : to all my friends whose currently reseat the semester 1 paper in Mansoura, I wish you all the best. Bittawfiq wan najah. NEVER give up hope of Allah's soothing mercy. He took back something from you yesterday, and He gives u another chances today. Personally, I'm here,praying for each and every one of you sohabah~